Real Eyes.

trying to pop in here as often as i can....

work's been...well, as usual, work. presentations, reports and all that due dates to meet.

less packed time table = 1192039 times more work. not the best equation in the world, but i've got to do what i've got to do.

still digging the song that's playing on my page a lot. jeesu's falsetto will always be chocolate to my ears. i'm sorry if it interferes with whatever you have on your player. you know i like sharing music :P

shall sleep in a bit. bye.

Xmas, Xmas, Xmas.

this was how i spent my christmas. was at SG/JB back and forth basically because it was cheaper to stay in JB, plus it's holidays seasons, hotels in SG wouldn't be any cheaper. we do have relatives there but thought that it wouldn't be appropriate/enough since there's SO many of us, so yeap, opted for a decent hotel in JB instead. rooms were pretty decent really.

anywayyyyyyyy, we set out after brunch on 25th and reached JB at around...5pm. rested and had dinner. went to bed and woke up early for breakfast the next day.

didn't do much really the next day, we thought the jam at the causeway was going to subside but lol nawh, it didn't. shopped around Orchard for about 2 hours (didn't even visit Ion :[ ) and it was christmas party over at my uncle's place! dinner was fine since i haven't seen some of them for ages and even my nephew (as in my cousin's baby) grew SO much. you know how babies grow....aaaand i also saw my cousin whom had just took up a job in SG, didn't had the chance to see her before she left but it was good to see her again. lol i love her because she used to supply me free medication.okay, that aside...i don't have any photos because my brother didn't bring the camera along. so yup :3 no photos for the first 2 days.

Universal Studio Singapore the next day!!

place is really pretty :D it's not as big as Everland but i love the themes and everything. heh.

a siblings photo in front of the globe is obligatory.

Balloons.

yet another year has passed. what did i do exactly in 2010?! i mean, honestly....it doesn't even feel like a year. it feels like i haven't done enough and now i'm starting another new year :|

whatever it is! still here wishing everyone a happy new year and may your wishes all come true this year okay :D

and as obvious as you can see, i just changed my blog theme again hahahahahah nah, have some jaewook crunching oreos. lol. not supposed to do this, but i was too lazy to finish up another half of my report plus my headache was shit.

shall come back to write more, time for One Million Star on tv!!!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!!!!!

p.s: sorry if my music gave you a shock, thought i should change it to something happy :P

Walk In The Sun.

christmas eve!

one busy christmas eve. i have to attend a 3 hours hospital placement. well thank god i found out eventually that it's only 3 hours and not from 9am-5pm, it's going to annoy me if it takes the whole day. ON. A. CHRISTMAS. EVE. anyway, 3 hours is tolerable so i shan't complain.

i also have my bags to pack because i'm going away to singapore for 5 days the next day. have yet to think about what i want to wear. lol, shall solve that later when i dig for clothes.

and totally looking forward to the christmas buffet dinner at night  ^_________^  honestly don't know who reads this but w/e.

and when i come back from my holidays i will have to work my way through to finish all my assignments fjasjfnkasdfjdnaksdjnaskd

end of short update! Merry Christmas guys :) i love you all.

Langkawi!

my 600th post! wow, haven't realise how long have i been holding on to this blog...it's probably been..3 or 4 years since i had it and i guess this blog still have quite some long way to go :))

anyway, as promised, my weekend getaway in langkawi. i thought i wasn't going to enjoy much because i was worried about my work. that week was just hectic and crap. i left for langkawi by flight after my calculation test on friday. shuuush, i skipped 2 lectures........ XD also that same week i handed in my report just 2 days before my test lol not only that i even had a presentation on tuesday which is one day after i came back from langkawi. slides were all ready but i didn't even practiced or anything like that lmao plus it's a group work. the only rehearsal we had was just an hour before the presentation. even that...we only rehearsed twice LOL but like i said, i guess it still went alright after all :D

moving on!! i took the flight with my 2nd sister while my parents and the rest of my siblings had drove down and took the ferry. l o l 6 hours journey. the ferry itself was almost a 2 hours ride ;~; we reached around the same time, and they'd picked us up after renting a car.

we checked in and left for dinner. headed to Kuah Town to try out this recommended restaurant but heck, that place was so crowded. tourists must've heard of this place too, like half of the crowd were foreigners. it's not even some fancy restaurant but apparently popular for their seafood. we changed our dinner venue to this other restaurant next door since that other restaurant was too packed...like there's other 10 tables before us. to our surprise, the food next door was really really good too omg the tom yum soup, talking about it now makes me salivate D:

I Promise You.

dilemma. i was just picking if i should edit some photos from Langkawi or proceed watching Mary Stayed Out All Night or Bad Guy.

but i guess i'm catching up with MSOAN first before more episodes accumulate.

my 600th post should be about my Langkawi trip, loved the weekend getaway despite getting worried about my school work at the same time...but i guess our presentation turned out alright, i mean...it should be since my lecturer looked pretty pleased with it.

so till then! :) hehe, holidays just started officially today. you have no idea how much i need this and i, too, have no words to describe what i'm feeling. lol. excuse me for being dramatic.

Lip.

please excuse this undone christmas theme :P i'll continue with it when i have the time tomorrow!

right now, i'll have to go practice for my presentation tomorrow. fjbanshfhajskdn nervous as hale. first group, first speaker. ohmygod.

wish me luck.

Dear Cloud.

things i would love to do.....be alone in a park, sitting down enjoying the sun with a slight breeze and music in my ears....except that our sun is way too hot here, the parks are dodgy and the idea of being alone outside...lol, maybe not..so all i have is good music with me.

things had been hectic really. what is fun, i only know december is shit. too many things to complete, too little time. panicking at edge hours, rushing to meet due dates..ugh. stress. high school was way more carefree, homeworks were much easier too! scratch out the crazy amount of tuition classes, everything was great back then. friends were awesome, people don't judge you and to know that they're there to help you at almost any time of the day if they can.....slash, everything was much simpler.

OH WELL. that aside, this video just made me go n__________n all the way



came out the right time when i needed them :) it's odd somehow these boys always seem to carry off such fashion disasters. love them anyways <3

be back in 3 days. away for a short weekend getaway, not sure if i'm looking forward to it but w/e, i might have fun and forget crappy days for a while.

Found.

what is life when you have so much to do in such a short span of time anyway....?

hi guys.

i have learned that i am quitter. i also realised how much of a chicken i am and also had proudly announced that i AM one....truth to be told, the thought of finishing the whole course did cross my mind, but i guess my body wasn't really allowing me to do it....and i'm not that determined after all... looks bad but oh sigh..

lol, in any case if you're thinking this is anything serious, it's not thaaaaaat serious. well, no it's actually not serious at all.

damn that extreme skytrex challenge!! sounds like it's about time i get my bum up and do some real exercise. my arms are big but they have no strength. what's the use of having it such a big arms then!!?! not that i wanted big arms...but since it had been that way..i might as well make it useful? lmao.

these coming 2 weeks are going to be hell hectic. the only thing that's keeping me sane is probably feeding myself with kim jaewook.....okay excuses but honestly!? ideal man to be my husband and the father of my kids. har har, i will keep trapping myself in this small fantasy world.

promise not to come popping my bubbles? heh :)

Edge Of Desire.

THINGS A BORED PERSON WILL DO:

1. Where did you take your profile picture?
in my room lol.

2. What exactly are you wearing right now?
my pjs!!

3. What is your current problem?
my health T___T

4. What makes you happy?
good song, good food, good company....basically just good everything. 

5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to?
F.Cuz - No One

6. Any celeb you would marry.
List is too long, if you want me to pick right now, then i want Kim Jaewook. just because i'm watching Mary Stayed Out All Night :Q___

7. Name someone with the same birthday as you?
G-Dragon from Big Bang!! lmao ~_~

8. Ever sang in front of a large audience?
friends...families...yes. large audience? nope.

9. Has anyone ever said you look like a celebrity?
LOL. don't remember, but i don't think i'm good enough to look like a celebrity so.........

10. Do you still watch kiddie movies of kiddie TV shows?
i do if my cousin is over because all she ever watches are kiddie shows.

11. Do you speak any language?
.....

12. Do you ever watch MTV?
still do but not as often.

Chapter 1:
1. Middle name 
no middle name.

2. Nickname(s)
too many to really list them down. people give me all kinds of names unfortunately T_T

3. Current location
home.

4. Eye color
my eyes are so dark it's almost black lol.

5. Do you get along well with your parents?
i would say yes.

Chapter 2: Favourites
1. Ice cream
strawberry cheesecake or green tea nom nom nom

2. Shampoo/Conditioner
hah ahah ahahahah, this shampoo that jackie chan promotes. sounds funny but it's so good for my scalp and hair.

3. Person
scratch that and make that "people" then i'll answer you.

Chapter 3: Do you ...
1. Dance in the shower?
usually no. lol. 

2. Call people back?
most of the time, yes.

3. Believe in love?
i guess....

4. Any mental health issues?
(!*@)*(@*#(**!! 

Chapter 4: Have you ...
1. Broken a bone?
no.

2. Sprained anything?
lol, i think my neck. once. don't even want to try to tell the story because it's so stupid.

3. Had physical therapy?
not any that i remember lmao.

4. Stitches?
yesss.

5. Taken painkillers?
bawww, how could you not. the popular paracetamol is already a kind of pain killer, and i'm actually allergic to it. wtf.

How I end my sentences
1. I love
my music library.

2. I don't understand
why am i still awake when i'm sick and i need more rest than anyone else.

3. When I wake up in the morning
i look at the time on my phone. if i'm late then that's the time you hear an elephant running around.

4. Life is full of
all kinds of awesomeness.

5. I get annoyed very quickly when
people go offline without tell me good bye. RUDE.

6. Parties are
good when you have your fav friends around.

7. Female dogs are
bitches.

8. Cats are
SO CUTE.

9. Tomorrow is
a Saturday. fun.

10. I have a low tolerance for
Rihanna's voice.

11. If I had a million dollars
i would give some to my family and then use up the rest for charity, shopping and holidays. omg, buy up sm ent. and jype too.


i am so bored. someone, help. nicked this from Rubin because i was so bored lmao.

Beautiful.

why must Beast be so cute?!? hyunseung and all the peace signs and also the obvious lack of make up is really working on me. junhyung looks especially good without thick guyliner and doojoon too.

i also realised how the cute trend is coming in lately. lol.

aaaaand.......



MY BOYS ARE COMING BACK SOON TOO T____________T

so........my day. ugh. not so good, but shinee managed to entertain me for the last 2 hours. those lulzy taiwan variety shows that they attended. just LOL. ngeh, i hate how things don't go the way i wanted but i guess there's no such thing as things going your way all the time.

HONESTLY WHO SETS A HOSPITAL PLACEMENT DATE ON CHRISTMAS EVE. it's not even reasonable. i still celebrate christmas okay and i want to go for a holiday too :/ i know hospital placements are usually in december but the fuck, christmas eve?? and it even rages me more when my group is the only group going for a placement on christmas eve.

please excuse me while i go calm myself down again.

훗 Hoot.

hello hello hello hellowbejalbkdbhdelhello.

this blog is deaaaad and nothing but dead lol. been busy for the past weeks since school started..nothing exciting really. i've been trying to quit the habit of sleeping so late and i..well....improved a little. yes, turning over a new leaf isn't easy.....but i've been paying a lot more attention in class than i used to. 2nd year's been slightly more relaxed in terms of lecture hours and lab sessions too...but i'm sure anything gets tougher as the level increases.

I AM GOING TO TRY TO GIVE MY BEST!!

keke, my kpop addiction kinda dropped too. i still keep myself updated but...probably not as efficient as i used to be. i guess it's a good thing. i can't be playing like this all the time, things need to get serious when they need to. this also reminds me that i have 3 epis of chef kiss to catch up omg. everything is okay as long as their account don't get suspended....

anyways! i'm here typing in Cameron Highlands again.

so see you guys back in Klang soon. baoster's be back soon y'all~



some legit sexcness for some of you. flawless 009. lol i love them.

:Q_______ please come sooner 11th of November. idk if it's 11th or 18th but w/e just come sooner.

p.s: 훗 looks like a man with a hat. ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Soom.

i'm not sure what concept they're going to use this time around and seeing this, the next teaser is at 2PM our time :D WHATEVER IT IS, MY BOYS ARE COMING BACK AGAIN. lol, music shows are going to so much fun with all the boy groups backkkkk.

on another random note...


SHINee is back with a follow up song :DDDD the mv was all smiles and all of them are so presh and qt and happy and....lmao, you get what i mean.



lol and another video that i was anticipating. beast always gave me chills with their choreographies.

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putting all my kpop aside, nothing much had been going on except for that i'm back to school and life is back to normal. my computer time had been severely cut down, not because i'm getting less interested but more because i'm always tired when i come back from school. i end up napping for hours and when i'm done with dinner and finally settling down, it's already late. lol. this is my life so far ;____; it's only been 2 days that i'd not updated myself and dammit, i've accumulated more than just a handful of news to check out. lmao. oh well.

laaaaaaaaaaateee, time for bed!

Stars.

it sucks when people leave.

my sister is leaving soon, my sister's bf is leaving soon, my cousins are leaving soon, my friends are leaving too. the world world is leaving.

What If...

4:25am, and i am waiting for my brother.

earphones in my ears, music playing...super junior. i admit that i can be quite a little creepy and obsessed about them, oh my life~ if only they had lesser things to be hype about, then perhaps this all can tone down. all in the state of mind, i need to be stronger.

i always let myself procrastinate when obviously there are things which were much more urgent than all these. self-control, why do i seem to not have it :/ ngehhh, i get very upset with myself sometimes. i know it's wrong but yet i do it and then continue to do the same mistake, regret when there is no use regretting. /slaps self

I NEED SELF-CONTROL. the worse part is that i know. lol, i sound sad, but nawh, i'm not. i'm just thinking and trying to do some self-realisation here.

well, that's it. i've set my mind for real! i'm going to work very hard from now. someone kick my butt if i don't do it okay? :DDD

OH, before i leave...


found this acoustic duo, 10cm, on yu huiyeol's sketchbook the other day. my english songs used to sound like that, same genre different language, still some good music and totally my jam. :D loved the music video too, i don't know, i thought it was so simple but yet quite cool at the same time. maybe i am weird after all...haha. it's probably boring to most of the people, hehe.

goodnight, i love y'all ♥

p.s: no idea why some of my Beast photos aren't loading properly. just go to my fb k? too lazy to do it again keke.

Disco Drive.

times like these should happen more often ^_______^

Infinite.

my life is all about __________.

feel free to fill in the blank yourself.

2010 actually pretty much spells kpop. i saw super junior in march and i'm seeing u-kiss this coming saturday and beast the next saturday. brian joo is coming but i have no more money for him and i only know one song anyways ;____; (but i would still want to see him if i could....)

BUT FFFF YESSS, i got the new lens just today and i hope it'll let me take all kinds of nice photos of u-kiss and beast ^____^ i just hope.

lol i should really be sleeping now. going out again tomorrow to go scout/think for gifts. what should i give xander!?

i am awesomely broke. my pocket seems to be burning so well. i spent money on u-kiss and new lens and my super junior album. (lmao i used my sister's paypal for 2pm's album XD)

oh my life~

and by the way, CHECK THEM OUT (!!!)



Infinite's a new group and uhm, they are really some interesting stuff. loved the song, loved the choreography, loved the people (although it means some serious pedo activities that idgaf about ^__^) and yesssssss, they are slightly different than the normal kpop :D i'd say they're doing pretty well!



lol, i can actually guarantee that you'll be quite addicted to the choreography because it's really catchy (and just catchy and catchy) stage performances will show you more choreography than the music video (as always) and idk, i thought they had put on one of the better debut stages i've seen so far. JUST GO CHECK THEM OUT OKAY :D keke, goodnight~