What If...

4:25am, and i am waiting for my brother.

earphones in my ears, music playing...super junior. i admit that i can be quite a little creepy and obsessed about them, oh my life~ if only they had lesser things to be hype about, then perhaps this all can tone down. all in the state of mind, i need to be stronger.

i always let myself procrastinate when obviously there are things which were much more urgent than all these. self-control, why do i seem to not have it :/ ngehhh, i get very upset with myself sometimes. i know it's wrong but yet i do it and then continue to do the same mistake, regret when there is no use regretting. /slaps self

I NEED SELF-CONTROL. the worse part is that i know. lol, i sound sad, but nawh, i'm not. i'm just thinking and trying to do some self-realisation here.

well, that's it. i've set my mind for real! i'm going to work very hard from now. someone kick my butt if i don't do it okay? :DDD

OH, before i leave...


found this acoustic duo, 10cm, on yu huiyeol's sketchbook the other day. my english songs used to sound like that, same genre different language, still some good music and totally my jam. :D loved the music video too, i don't know, i thought it was so simple but yet quite cool at the same time. maybe i am weird after all...haha. it's probably boring to most of the people, hehe.

goodnight, i love y'all ♥

p.s: no idea why some of my Beast photos aren't loading properly. just go to my fb k? too lazy to do it again keke.