Dear Cloud.

things i would love to do.....be alone in a park, sitting down enjoying the sun with a slight breeze and music in my ears....except that our sun is way too hot here, the parks are dodgy and the idea of being alone outside...lol, maybe not..so all i have is good music with me.

things had been hectic really. what is fun, i only know december is shit. too many things to complete, too little time. panicking at edge hours, rushing to meet due dates..ugh. stress. high school was way more carefree, homeworks were much easier too! scratch out the crazy amount of tuition classes, everything was great back then. friends were awesome, people don't judge you and to know that they're there to help you at almost any time of the day if they can.....slash, everything was much simpler.

OH WELL. that aside, this video just made me go n__________n all the way



came out the right time when i needed them :) it's odd somehow these boys always seem to carry off such fashion disasters. love them anyways <3

be back in 3 days. away for a short weekend getaway, not sure if i'm looking forward to it but w/e, i might have fun and forget crappy days for a while.

Hot Times.

another reason for me to stay with my korean music :D



christmas songs that makes people feel all warm and fuzzy inside :)) anyways, this is Christmas Time from Jelly Fish Entertainment.



and this is JYPE's This Christmas. song's alright but video is too qt to ignore XD

Ayyy Girl.

Happy 19th Birthday to my brother! :D

why do i feel so old again ~_~

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this blog post is so post-dated and since i have nothing else better to do, i might as well write this.

i'll admit that i wasn't a fan before this but after watching them live.....i just cannot compute anymore. these 3 hot men....i just....LET'S GET ON WITH THE POST OKAY??!?

they had a showcase lately and the crowd is indeed A LOT considering that it's a showcase...the expensive vip tickets were all sold off....man, the things they get...but ofc, you'll have to be willing to spend that 800 ringgit.

i don't know....JYJ seems to have this aura around them when they perform..everything was pretty much perfect so i don't need to say much about their performances.

like...90% of them are in red. AHAHAHA i even managed to convince Jade that she'll be thrown by eggs if she don't wear red. then of course i was just joking lolol but she changed her grey top to red anyways.

weather was so hot and everyone was pushing at the stairs jfbflasbqwodnask claustro (!!!!!) and 1027391920 false alarms. what made people think JYJ would take the main road and enter from the front idek.

my seat was pretty strategic. lol i even saw them behind stage before the show even started ;~; and it's so easy to tell that it's Jaejoong from afar because of his beautiful sculptured arms....shining and glistening in the dark back stage....i just don't even....

they pretty much sang most songs except for their solos but oh my god, chajatta....chajatta is such a good song even better when they sang it live..my eyes bawled for real. they sound like angels.

lol my photos are pretty....rubbish :( i managed to sneak my dslr in but can't even use it because the guards were SOOOO strict about it. this girl in front of me got caught and she had to remove her dslr battery and let them keep it until the end of the show.

i brought my digicam too just in case things like this happen so yeap, my digicam was old and it couldn't do much......all that photos are shaky and blurry and :((( the ones i posted up are the best out of like 30 photos HAHA.

Serena C hosted the showcase and lmao...i had fun listening Yoochun speaking english. Junsu and Jaejoong were rather quiet. maybe it's just language barrier LOL.

would you believe me if i said the image of Junsu doing Empty's dance is still in my head ~_~ ideky it's still so vivid in my head. everytime Empty comes on, all i could think of is Junsu doing the ~let it go, let it go~ hands.

apparently they might be coming back next year? then again, nothing's confirmed, let's just hope they really come back here in summer \o/!!!

Beautiful.

why must Beast be so cute?!? hyunseung and all the peace signs and also the obvious lack of make up is really working on me. junhyung looks especially good without thick guyliner and doojoon too.

i also realised how the cute trend is coming in lately. lol.

aaaaand.......



MY BOYS ARE COMING BACK SOON TOO T____________T

so........my day. ugh. not so good, but shinee managed to entertain me for the last 2 hours. those lulzy taiwan variety shows that they attended. just LOL. ngeh, i hate how things don't go the way i wanted but i guess there's no such thing as things going your way all the time.

HONESTLY WHO SETS A HOSPITAL PLACEMENT DATE ON CHRISTMAS EVE. it's not even reasonable. i still celebrate christmas okay and i want to go for a holiday too :/ i know hospital placements are usually in december but the fuck, christmas eve?? and it even rages me more when my group is the only group going for a placement on christmas eve.

please excuse me while i go calm myself down again.

훗 Hoot.

hello hello hello hellowbejalbkdbhdelhello.

this blog is deaaaad and nothing but dead lol. been busy for the past weeks since school started..nothing exciting really. i've been trying to quit the habit of sleeping so late and i..well....improved a little. yes, turning over a new leaf isn't easy.....but i've been paying a lot more attention in class than i used to. 2nd year's been slightly more relaxed in terms of lecture hours and lab sessions too...but i'm sure anything gets tougher as the level increases.

I AM GOING TO TRY TO GIVE MY BEST!!

keke, my kpop addiction kinda dropped too. i still keep myself updated but...probably not as efficient as i used to be. i guess it's a good thing. i can't be playing like this all the time, things need to get serious when they need to. this also reminds me that i have 3 epis of chef kiss to catch up omg. everything is okay as long as their account don't get suspended....

anyways! i'm here typing in Cameron Highlands again.

so see you guys back in Klang soon. baoster's be back soon y'all~



some legit sexcness for some of you. flawless 009. lol i love them.

:Q_______ please come sooner 11th of November. idk if it's 11th or 18th but w/e just come sooner.

p.s: 훗 looks like a man with a hat. ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Soul.

BASICALLY JUST ALL OF THESE. HE IS SO AWESOME LMAO I HAVE NO WORDS TO EVEN DESCRIBE ANYMORE. and he's probably the only korean artist that swears in english on twitter. MORE REASONS FOR US TO ALL LOVE HIM AHAHAHAHAHA. he abuses the ~hella~ word so much, it's so funny i cannot compute lololol.

Soom.

i'm not sure what concept they're going to use this time around and seeing this, the next teaser is at 2PM our time :D WHATEVER IT IS, MY BOYS ARE COMING BACK AGAIN. lol, music shows are going to so much fun with all the boy groups backkkkk.

on another random note...


SHINee is back with a follow up song :DDDD the mv was all smiles and all of them are so presh and qt and happy and....lmao, you get what i mean.



lol and another video that i was anticipating. beast always gave me chills with their choreographies.

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putting all my kpop aside, nothing much had been going on except for that i'm back to school and life is back to normal. my computer time had been severely cut down, not because i'm getting less interested but more because i'm always tired when i come back from school. i end up napping for hours and when i'm done with dinner and finally settling down, it's already late. lol. this is my life so far ;____; it's only been 2 days that i'd not updated myself and dammit, i've accumulated more than just a handful of news to check out. lmao. oh well.

laaaaaaaaaaateee, time for bed!

Goodbye Love.

back with a.....lol, not an update about myself. i was going to do a post about my birthday but the photos are going to take up some time. need to filter them out and resize it.



BUT ANYWAYS, CHECK OUT THIS GQMF RIGHT HERE. actually, i don't know who listens to his songs...i'm such a sucker for ballads of any kind, and this guy right here happens to be such a king at singing ballads. keke, his new hair is definitely better than his blonde curly mane he used to have plus those clothes....nomnomnom.

enjoy!!

Baby Love.

for the fun of it.

and he's one man who'd keep giving his babies piggyback rides XD more reasons for me to continue letting him sit on my no.1 throne. hehehehe.

and.....this is just legit proof of ryeowook being awesome okay. he's probably the lightest in the group and shindong being well...of course the heaviest. just look at that skinny arms and small hands trying to grab hold of his hyung. looks like he's about to snap into 2. <3

and guess who on the right? :D that prominent cheekbones. 

Life.

oh so excited~ lol no words can describe my excitement for ss3. 2 shows in seoul just ended and god damn so many photos and fancams. everything already looked so epic and i can almost imagine them running with the vegetables costumes (YES VEGES THIS YEAR NO MORE ANIMAL HATS) and i hope they do the flying thing they did while holding those balloons omg.

ngehhhh, i love suju sfm.

and yes please, i hope i see this in malaysia's show. the old man with the evil maknae. lol. this is such a random post but i'm bored so i'll just post whatever okay.

anyways these are just some of the photos from the press con.

alshdkajsdkjask teuk got a haircut and a kinda new hair colour. this man looks glorious 24/7 and he also works like a cow. make up does magic okay. i don't know how this guy juggles his work. he shoots 10 hours for variety shows, he's got a radio show to host almost every night and endless rehearsals for upcoming concerts and he almost doesn't sleep. lol, poor guy's been ranting about his work lately on twitter. i hope he's alright :3

and then of course this eunchul pairing that were once awkward to each other LMAO. heechul is one guy who escapes even if he make mistakes or act all cold, no one says anything about him because.....he is heechul. he can look moody during performances and no one questions about it lolol. the only man who can be lady heehee lmfao hahahahaha i'm going to piss in my pants if he does the same thing in malaysia. and then there's eunhyuk who always..seemed to be bullied. poor guy. he was an anchovy last year, now he needs to be bean sprouts. i bet they gave chilli to heechul because he has such hot temper. /justguessing

ashbaskdkasj and ryeowook who's always talking about King of Baking, Kim Tak Goo (this kbs drama) on twitter and complaining how he didn't start watching it earlier or even missing an episode and also announcing it on twitter that he's going to watch it later hahaha so adorable okay. he even had kim tak goo's poster as his twitter icon. lulz. AND OH YESSSS, i'm so essited to hear him sing One Fine Spring Day acoustic version live omfg with sungmin playing the guitar. PERFECT. and knowing that the sound system for super shows are always top notch....it's going to be crazy i might just cry on the spot D: ryeowook's voice and sungmin's guitar, best combo/bias. oh i think they gave him tomato because.....he is as cute as a tomato? wtf. just saying. lol.

i don't even know the point of writing this. i just wanted to type something. so i'm just typing whatever that's coming out rn.....which is basically nothing interesting lah.

back to what i'm doing. see y'all soon~

Hurricane Venus.

infinite's performances are always making me smile lol. idc if myungsoo gets a lot of camera time on his own, that boy is cute and more sungyeol this perf, what a rare sight. geez.

i had this weirdest dream ever just few days ago. woohyun (the one pulling a lot of long high notes) is my boyfriend and lmfao i remember telling san in my dream that i'm dating a singer but she didn't wanna believe me T^T woke up feeling all weird because....it was SO REAL. now i can never watch woohyun the same way again ;____; he's only 19 :3

this is my life in kpop.

She's Back.

^____________^ one of my favourite summer MV (of course Suju's No Other is still my no.1) Infinite's back with another single from their Infinite album. the mv's pretty random though, but their choreography is pretty cute. you won't see any choreography in the mv so i'll be back to post up their perf on Mubank because the M! Countdown video is blur :3 lol.

they're one of my fav debut groups, so yeah, we'll see how far they can go!

Quasimodo.

hi guys, i'll be away from 17th to 24th! so this blog would probably be abandoned for a week :P

off to korea for holidays :DD and can't believe that SHINee's comeback have to fall on the days that i'm not around. ironic. i'm closer to them but yet so far at the same time, not being able to listen to their new album, watch their mv and then spazz together with other people. lmao. 

seriously lee taemin, what have you done to us noonas. that SHINee teaser was so....fucking amazing. they are going to reign the charts, i just know it. and fffff yeahhhh, lucifer is the perfect title song. haters to the left~

anyways, wtf i was actually here to say goodbye but ended up talking about SHINee's teaser. lol this have to stop. still have some stuff to pack, it's a night flight so i have the whole of tomorrow's afternoon to finish up packing!

till then, annyeong~

Coffee.

one of the reasons why i love them.

this is an old video from early this year, and it's one of the best dance i've seen. i probably shared this before but thought i'd share it again. they performed this during super show 2 too and it was so good. mannnnn, shindong may be big but his popping and locking are better than a whole lot of people. lol.



lol, okay, time to sleep~ nights.

Beast's Showcase Live In Malaysia 2010.

as said previously, i'm back with a post about Beast's showcase!!

(and again, i'm not sure who reads this but i'm writing this to share and also for myself when i want to read about it again ^____^)

UHM, BEAST BOYS ARE VERY VERY VERY GOOD LOOKING IN REAL LIFE *0*

사랑인가요 .

i was so looking forward to this because i know it'll be very good. super junior's lead vocalists (kyuhyun, yesung, ryeowook) and the other 2 main vocalists (donghae and sungmin) ahhh, if you're a sucker for slow songs...these probably would impregnate you and as usual, suju's vocalists never fail to amaze me with their perfect vocals.

ellice!! if you're reading this, i suggest you check these out. I THINK YOU'LL LIKE THIS :DD i mean, if you like slow acoustic stuff....you most probably would love it (then again, i'm just guessing haha)

so maybe i might sound bias but oh wth, haha, IT'S REALLY GOOD OKAY! or at least that's what i thought, you can always share your opinions with me....LOL

U-Kiss' Fanmeeting In Malaysia!

so this is what i saw last saturday. 7 awesome boys (lol idk where dongho was at that time) but U-Kiss had always been doing very well on stage. most of the performances they had put on were pretty much flawless and nah, not trying to sound bias but they did really really well when i saw them live.

(in case if you want to know their names: from left; kiseop, eli, xander, soohyun, kibum and kevin. dongho is missing in this photo)

Infinite.

my life is all about __________.

feel free to fill in the blank yourself.

2010 actually pretty much spells kpop. i saw super junior in march and i'm seeing u-kiss this coming saturday and beast the next saturday. brian joo is coming but i have no more money for him and i only know one song anyways ;____; (but i would still want to see him if i could....)

BUT FFFF YESSS, i got the new lens just today and i hope it'll let me take all kinds of nice photos of u-kiss and beast ^____^ i just hope.

lol i should really be sleeping now. going out again tomorrow to go scout/think for gifts. what should i give xander!?

i am awesomely broke. my pocket seems to be burning so well. i spent money on u-kiss and new lens and my super junior album. (lmao i used my sister's paypal for 2pm's album XD)

oh my life~

and by the way, CHECK THEM OUT (!!!)



Infinite's a new group and uhm, they are really some interesting stuff. loved the song, loved the choreography, loved the people (although it means some serious pedo activities that idgaf about ^__^) and yesssssss, they are slightly different than the normal kpop :D i'd say they're doing pretty well!



lol, i can actually guarantee that you'll be quite addicted to the choreography because it's really catchy (and just catchy and catchy) stage performances will show you more choreography than the music video (as always) and idk, i thought they had put on one of the better debut stages i've seen so far. JUST GO CHECK THEM OUT OKAY :D keke, goodnight~

One Fine Spring Day.

you know...i used to not understand what this suju (super junior) fever is all about. i hear them from someone else about how amazing they are and i've also seen people going crazy over them but i've never really understood why....

until lately, i started exploring more stuff about them, i found myself hooked too. well maybe hooked is an understatement....more like (kinda) obsessed lol. no joke. you've got to experience it to really know it.



then it's also things like these that makes me laugh. idk how they do it, they're just full of lulz. idols are always keeping their image and such, but these boys just do it because they want to. they don't even care if there's a camera all throughout the show. lolol. short clips like these are enough to make my day.



it'll be an essay if i start writing stuff about them because there's never really an end and i have so much to tell but then obviously no one's going to read it unless you want to learn to like suju too. haha. i don't even know where to start. i don't know if i should start about their friendship(there's a lot to tell about this and it makes people cry listening to it), or the stupid things they do without thinking, or even just their face constantly making girls jizz in their pants.

oh well. my point is, they might just look big in numbers, but at the end of the day, each of them are still very special individually :) nah, number is not a problem, the more the merrier actually.

p.s: if you're wondering if all of them can sing or not....lol yes, all of them can sing ^^

Bonamana.

fml. this got me spazzing whole day. this is just awesome and crap, it's one of the best things i've watched. (or okay maybe i'm just bias) but still, at least it's no drama-rama, everything kept simple and the choreography is wicked wicked wicked. i can go on forever about the dance because it's amazing like that omg. and shirtless teukie? HELL YEAH BABY. I APPROVE. 

now....it's time for me to go back to reality...*grabs a book and continue revising*