Reminiscence.

took a break from my studies.

just read Ca Men's blog and i thought of mine.

my grandpa just so you'd know.

i wonder how's he doing in the other world because i missed him terribly. you'd be surprised to know that i tear up everytime i think or talk about him. well i hold them back when i'm with others. it's sad knowing that he's gone for a year now because sometimes i still think he's around, sitting down watching his favourite soap dramas when i'm around at my grandma's place. i still remember the way he laughed, still remember the way he would talk to me, still remember how he would pat my back and tell me encouraging words, still remember how he told my 2nd sister "enough enough, the more you park your car, the more it's coming out of place" along with a chuckle after that and i still remember the way he smile.

just glad he doesn't suffer much when he got to know about his liver cancer. it's been there for years, no one knew about it and he suffered no pain when the tumour grows bigger each day in him like a time bomb. i'm not saying that it's a good thing there is tumour growing, but cancer patients suffer a lot. my grandpa didn't.

i watched him fighting for life until his very last breath. trust me, it's heartbreaking.

if i could turn the time back, i'd spent more time talking to him. i'd do anything for that. i would.

all i can say is, treasure those around you because time tells no future to you. you don't know what's bound to happen.

love them, pray for them.

grandpa, we love you.