Chilly Weather Always Win, Always.

the weather's all good. :)

but probably a misfortune somewhere because it's been raining the whole day and it hasn't stop, i just hope it doesn't flood somewhere. chilly weather always win. :)

thought i needed to pump in some extra effort, and i actually went to school today, utilizing the library to the max. well, thought i only saw Julian and Wei Keat and Kai Jia. who knew, a quarter of them was actually in the library too! i was at a corner, purposely picked that corner so i wouldn't be distracted by something/someone else, i'm that easily distracted.

called it day at about 3.30pm, and i bumped into shaun on the way out! now that's a coincidence because i told no one about me coming to school. hung out with them for a while then woohoo, back to home i go.

you know, human can be such a disappointment sometimes. i don't understand about this whole "I Want Attention" thing. quit playing with others' feelings and stop juggling 2 relationships at the same time because it's not right to break 2 hearts at a time. what more, so much more white lies after one another to cover the other lie. lies made just to make yourself look better and using another person to cover all your shits you'd done. and you thought lying would bring you far, you're so wrong, didn't think that you'd be busted someday? you just got busted i'd like to remind you. you should know dirty plans don't always work out smoothly. no offence if you're reading it. i'm telling you because I AM A FRIEND. you are great as a friend i don't deny that and don't lose that. you are bad as another half and PLEASE lose that. turn over a new leaf i'm advising you because i've never expected that, not from a person like you. you'd start losing friends if you don't. i know i may not be one who has the right to say this, but i'm still saying this because i care for you, because you are my friend, because you are a friend i don't feel like losing, because you are a friend who's fun to be with, a jolly person. a good friend tells you straight right on your face and not stabbing you at the back letting you bleed and not trying to stop it. all i'm saying is, i wish to have my friend back and you know who you are. i'm still wishing i never heard those because it's disappointing. disappointing because YOU are the one. i don't care if he/she is my acquaintance. you, are a friend.

i'm not telling who that is because it's a friend you people probably wouldn't know. so don't come round asking me who that is, not anyone from our class if you want to ask. and I'M GLAD because it's not anyone from our class because my classmates are more than just acquaintances, they are friends. :) i love them to bits if you want to know that too.

haha, i'm like writing shits about friendships but who cares eh. :)

right, time for sleep. byebye.

ps: i hope you read this. truth don't always bring smiles, you know that.