Reflect Yourself.

how do you feel...

when you help someone to clean up their things so that you'd get a free study table to do your work, and that one day you finally felt annoyed doing so because you'd been doing it almost every day without fail? you stepped up and confronted to tell that they should start doing it on their own because it's something they have to be responsible about but you only get them biting back to tell you that you're too calculative about it.

sure, they called me calculative just because i don't want to clean up THEIR things, sure, they're not the lazy ones but i'm the calculative one. so much for telling me this and that all these while, why not do it yourself? they tell you so much about compromising, what about them compromising me?

why is it always me that's being pointed at for stirring things up? why am i the only person being called calculative when i'd do things and they DON'T? or am i just getting the meaning of "calculative" wrong? i don't get it, i get called calculative when i skip washing dishes just one day and i'd do it for the rest of 300 days.

tell me, what am i doing wrong?