did i tell you all that i drove myself to school this week!? okay, it's not THAT big of an achievement but it is, to me at least. i think my brother will be better driver than me though, he's yet to have his license.
driving has its pros and cons.
pros: you get more freedom to go wherever you want with your friends without being dependent on your parents for transport, which is what we always do when we need to get together. right now it's perfect because transport is no longer a problem.
cons: i'm a paranoid person when it comes to driving. haha, mae is so right, i'll do anything to avoid a u-turn, even if it means having to drive for another 5 minutes when you can get to a place in 1 minute. another con, you tend to develop the habit of swearing when you drive. excessive swearing by the way.
and because of the advantage of driving, 4 of us (only 4 cuz siva got exam) got together at my place (2 days ago) , had steamboat for dinner, then desserts at Jeth for fun. haha, see what i meant by freedom to most of anywhere? oh oh, and then after that we got back to mae's place for somemore chats. we can never end our conversations because we always get from one topic to another, but that night was totally nice. it's like, we haven't really catch up in a long long time, although we do meet up for mamak, but that night was a sort of "confession night", if you consider that one lah. haha, we'd never got to actually talk about topics like that, and probably just cause we were a little young before to discuss things like this comfortably.
there's probably only 5 of us, small number for a group of close friends, but like i'd said before, not everyone can be your close friends. not because you don't like other friends being your close friends but sometimes to be close friends with another might need a little something more than just normal conversations. chemistry. of course, i don't mean the chemistry between you and your other half. it's the frequency between you and your mates, the agreeness that you have with each other on most of everything.
all i want to say is, i appreciate my relationships with most people. close, not close, it doesn't really matter, what matters is that we've met! :)
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i hope mum's happy with my Chemistry results. :S not all that, but i'm contented because i know it very clear myself that the grades and effort i'd put in is no where comparable at all as of what i'd done in past years. the very first time that i studied with a happy mood because i want to and the purpose of it is clear in me. it might sound a little too late, but i'm glad i came right back on track. the last time i really felt contented studying would have been at least 4 years ago. after that, a lot of times in that period of 4 years, i studied because i was told to, not that i don't know it's important, it's just that, it never really occured to me that studying actually satisfy me. it took me 4 years to realise, but i guess that, people grow and they tend to think more, in a more matured way too. pardon if i'm sounding like a geek or nerd right now but i'm just being honest with what i'm feeling lately. no wonder they always say, what makes you fall doesn't kill you, it only makes you stronger.
oh, and between, go check out the shared blog i made a while ago with my friend, www.exodise.blogspot.com. for your info, i made that new layout from scratch. :)
till then,
cheerio mates!
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