I Arz Delusionalz. Halp.

"I'll be back so soon you won't have time to miss me. Look after my heart - I've left it with you."

i'm not gonna lie but i'm too far back, finally indulging Eclipse after a longgggg time stopping at New Moon. if there is ever a time you'd ask me for any aftercomments of the book, the only thing i could ever thought of was, you'd really realise that no man in the world would be good enough for you because you get too obsessed with Edward's affection, overprotective-ness (not like it's a very good thing, but he dealt with it eventually, so that made him a person who tolerates well although sometimes it was never easy) and yourveryownfantasizedimage of Edward's good looking face. well in the end, you come back to reality by slapping your face so hard just so to remind yourself "HEY, IT'S A BOOK, NOTHING LIKE THAT HAPPENS"

rather disturbing somehow, sometimes i wished Stephanie Meyer swap personalities between Bella and Edward just so i wouldn't get so.....drawn into the book.

really glad i'm halfway through the book now. ahh, getting back into the phase feels so damn good. i don't even feel like complaining when dad had to pick me up 2 hours later. the book make such a great time-killer. shows how attached i am to the book, i'd been reading since 12.45pm, and then having a lunch interval which only took 20 minutes max.

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putting that aside, sem finals are in 2 weeks time! i think i'd said that already. so, i'm getting rather busy. i HAD been busy for the past one month or so, very unlike me, but yes, that is what's happening now. not entirely bad, makes me feel less guilty though. haha, okay, stop figuring what i just said.

still cannot wait for Christmas and open those presents we have under the tree right now. speaking of Christmas, SEGi just set up their own HUGGGGGGGGGGGEEEEE christmas tree. it was like 7-8 times bigger than the one at home, i really wasn't lying about the size, it's really THAT big. that tree could easily touch the ceiling at home. they should really play Christmas songs as well. :P why do it halfway, might as well get us all in a full mood for Christmas. 8D seriously my first time seeing a Christmas tree in a school, not what i expected really. haha. i'll try to get a picture of it maybe.

well guess what? Sore Throat just said Hi to me, right now he's staying over for a few days. i wished i could get him out of the house right here right now.

OKAY, I SOUND VERY DELUSIONAL. I HAD SORE THROAT THIS MORNING.

*EDIT*
really kept me thinking if Estrella got their inspiration from the Twilight book because their lyrics sure do remind me of Bella. okay, partially because the word "twilight" was in it.

sound straight from the twilight
has me up all night
i can't fall asleep cause i keep thinking bout' you
and i, saw a shadow outside my window and it's you
all my sorrows flew away, hush keep quiet hear me say
i don't ever want you to go, please stay
with the moonlight dancing free
and there's no one but you and me
there's no reason to go astray
please stay.

Estrella-Stay

till then,
cheerio mates!