I'm Was Such A Sick Person, Physically.

i'm back with a better health state, hail that. :)

i think, i caught the virus from my brother, and this, should be the worst fever i've got, ever. if you asked me how i felt on friday night and saturday i'd totally told you "i think i'm dying, i can barely walk in a proper straight line" my body was all numb and uneasy, i had to hold on to bedpoles to reach for the door. some slight rash decided to pop on my face on saturday, i swear i thought i was gonna get dengue. sleep, needless to say, was suffering. i went to sleep at 1.30am, because the virus attacked half hour before, and i woke up again at 3.30am, popping only one fever pill and finding out that sister Li is still awake on her MSN and TVB drama series. so i decided to wake up anyways because i couldn't go back to sleep. wasting that 3 hours, we went to sleep at 6.15am (yes, i know, we really don't sleep at night when we should be), that sleep was totally trying to kill me. dreams kept coming and then repeating again and again, it's like i see images and i'm semi-sleeping, i know i'm sleeping but i know i'm dreaming. couldn't take it, and woke up at 9am eventually. my headache was bad as ever, the bodyaches were gone but hello to little rashes on my face. the headache was SOOOO bad, and it felt like a pair of gigantic hands were grabbing on my brains, not letting it go. then, i took 2 fever pills after a light breakfast. i thought it'll be better resting after those pills, but no, lying down on the couch only made it worse because i had nothing to do other than thinking, again. so i thought, maybe i should just play piano to distract myself. as amazing as how music is, they did miracles to my headache. it was a big big big relief.

and here i am, blogging away in a better state. listening to music which i haven't for 2 days.

oh, and i met up with Marina on friday afternoon with Siva and Aarati and then it was movies at night with the same batch. it was quite stupid of me to decline mum's advice on taking her sweater (because mine is somewhere lost at home) with me to the movies. i guess, that was also primarily the reason why the virus attacked so badly because in the cinema, it felt like -100 celcius. i had to hold on to my pee because the movie was going to end. there you go, smarty-pants like me, suffering to the edge.

my tongue feels bland and....bitter. water tasted disgusting, i need sweets. there's slight ear pressure and headache coming back now and then. but definitely better than i was yesterday. i looked so bad you totally wouldn't recognise me on streets....not that i can walk on streets anyways...

oh well...just pray that i'll be fit as ever by tomorrow. no one likes falling sick but it's a good reason to be extremely lazy. the best reason in fact. heh.

p.s: subsequently, i took it more casually than ever. as long as i'm happy i promised myself. i guess i'm used to situations like this i just had to learn how to deal with it. right now, i'm even smiling, who am i to lie? :)

till then,
cheerios mate!