Fucking Clutch.

still in my panicky state.

WHY?

because because becauseeeeeeeeeee......i had my pra-ujian for driving earlier on. everything was going so smoothly, bukit, parking, 3 point turn and after that, everything just falls apart. the main worry now, my jalan besar! mind you, it's not that i don't know how to drive. it's just that the car that i usually drive is so much different than the one i used just now. the clutch of the car i drove earlier on was soooo loose, the accelerator was also a tad different. i was literally spazzing out, i forgot to press the fucking clutch to change the gear! i even asked the uncle why the car isn't moving any faster when i changed my gear. lucky he didn't fail me, or else i would have to go sit for that again before proceeding to my last final test.(which means more time wasted again)

(no words can describe how i feel now, embarrassed maybe, for acting like a dumb gal who doesn't know drive, ahhhhhhhhhh)

now i'm so paranoid about doing the bukit, parking and 3 point turn with their car. i feel like stabbing myself so hard right through the heart. i don't want to fail, OBVIOUSLY, and i don't want to waste anymore time learning. just have to get used to the bloody car and get on with it, JUST HAVE TO.

i'm hungry.

mum, dad and er jie's touching down at 2pm later! they're taking the limo back. so i guess they're gonna reach at about 4-ish to 5pm? you know, custom and all those regulations to follow before coming out.

can't wait, can't wait!!!

freebiesssssssssssssssssssssss. XD

till then,
cheerios mate!