I Wonder

i always wonder about tomorrow,
i wonder and wonder endlessly,
i wonder if i'm an idiot for the day,
i wonder if i'm stupid,
i wonder if i'm gonna have fun,
i wonder if i'm gonna sulk,
i wonder if i'm gonna enjoy tomorrow night,
i wonder if i'm getting all dressed up,
i wonder if i really cared,

well i think i do,
i wonder if i'm gonna camwhore much,
i just wondered by the way,
how can bao not camwhore much?
now that's not a huge question mark.
i wonder if my friends will enjoy,
well i know they would.
i wondered a whole lot of crap shit just above,
but i can't help it.
stupid 'wonder' thoughts just happened to run along my mind,
may not sound like something nice or perfect,
but really, these are the thoughts i just wondered today,
just then, 5 minutes ago.
i wonder if there's any grammar mistakes above,
but i can't care much anymore,
awared that i don't construct proper sentences,
tell you what, there's nothing i can do,
i wonder if anyone's reading this,
cuz i suck a big time writing a sucky one.
i'm still wondering,
yes, i do and still am.

did i just wrote something as bad as that? i really don't know. whatever, can't care much. bye. :]

currently listening to: the spinning fan[it's not a song]