49 Days After My Grandpa's Death

okk..so today, we had a little prayer at my grandma's house...there's lotsa offerings(food) for my grandpa's..it's all so yummy...we had to wait till it's the right time to pray...and then my uncle would throw a pair red thing on the floor which looks like a size of a wedges(i don't know what's that call in english)to know whether had he arrive or not and has he eaten...ok, so if the red thingy faces the same side means it's a no but when it's facing opposite sides then it's a yes..but before we pray we had to burn paper money(so much till we need to burn it the 2nd time)...after that, all the food that we offered was brought behind to the dining hall for us to eat..i was so full that i could hardly move anywhere...another good news was, I SKIPPED TUITION FOR NO GOOD REASON(felt guilty after that)..but nevermind..i know my grades are deteriorating(malu man)..today was also our school's report card..as usual, lectures from mum and my class teacher TOGETHER...blablabla......i'll need to work harder and i'm AWARE of that..according to my teacher, i daydream alot..and tht's not true..my face probably looks as if i'm daydreaming..but i'm not, i concerntrate most of the time when she's teaching cos i know if i don't i probably fail maths..i don't take tuition for that sub..how can she know i'm daydreaming by just looking at my face??of course, i had to look at her when she's teaching but that doesn't meant that i wasn't listening!making assumptions without further investigations..accusing me for nothing!ok, enough of that...complaining don't bring benefit..so, here i am gonna stop blogging now...bye!